...warning signs...

Why is it that they always find the warning signs once you're gone. They never see the signs until its too late.

This whole Virginia tech murders has got me thinking. I'm sitting at home watching the news when they show that the guy sent a video by mail in between the shootings. After that they start going into his past pointing out the warning signs. The guy wrote plays about killing people. He didn't like affulent people. Yeah thats a really good reason. He didn't get the girl. Oh wow, an even beter reason.

Again that got me thinking. What would they find out about me when I'm gone? What if by some unforseen events I find myself in a situation where I'm robbing liquor stores and going on killing sprees? Would they find warning signs? Do I have any warning signs. What would they be? Could any little thing they find be a warning sign?

What about that fight I got into when I was in high school? What about that time I exposed myself in front of the camera at the Museum of Science and Industry when I was in the sixth grade. What about the small garter snake that I skinned alive when I was in the fifth grade. Wait, what? I know that last little bit of info might be considered a warning sign. There are serial killers that tortured animals but I'm far from being a serial killer. I just don't have that kind of time. Another thing, no one ever pissed me off enough to really want to kill them. Yeah sure I have feelings to do serious bodily harm to certain people but im sure im not the only one. I mean...

Again I ask, what is a warning sign?

Also, why don't people do something when they see the warning signs. In this day and age i'm sure there is help for those people. Why wait until someone dies or gets injured.

Another thing, why do these people kill themselves afterwords? I mean grow a pair and deal with the outcome. You know, if I went on a killling spree I'm conceited just enough to want to see how its reported on the news. I would want to see how public my trial would be. Would I get a jury of my peers? Who would be considered my peer? Not too many people going on killing sprees. I would want to see a victims parent breakdown in court and attack me. I would want to know if I killed enough people to be considered insane or didn't kill enough people and wind up on death row.

Now I look back on my life, searching for warning signs. Just in case...

That is all